Creative Director: Certainty

I Create: Creative Director of My Life.

When there is so much uncertainty out there, I think working towards the certainty within and of yourself is the only thing to be certain of.

It’s a slow game, the battling through of uncertain emotions ~ for years, and dedication to study of yourself, is where real certainty can begin to emerge.

The things I know for certain:

-I won’t let myself down.

-I am dedicated to my growth and consciousness goals

-my success in accomplishing my own goals, my True North goals, with my (Art) work and mindset work are assured because: see point one, and also, I know that with dedication and consistency:

-I didn’t come this far to only come this far (and then stop)

No matter what, you don’t work towards something that is SO important to you, to just give up at some point. You keep going towards that True North of yours, whatever that is. Don’t lose hope and stop too soon.

I have certainty that things will work out for me because I insist upon it. I insist that things will work out in my favour. And because I insist on it, I have certainty that it will be so.

I had been remembering a comment my younger sister said to me one day, at least 20 years ago. She said ‘if you wanted it badly enough you would already be doing it.’ What we were talking about, I think was a running goal. And the fact that I don’t even fully remember the conversation or the topic speaks to how the message impacted me, and can be applied to any goal. It stung at the time because I thought, if I want it, I’ll decide when I do it. It sparked a stubbornness that I wouldn’t let a comment be true about if or when I would do something that mattered. But it is true. If I really really wanted something, what would stop me? Why wouldn’t I be already doing it? It’s a comment that has been a gauge for how much I want something, ever since. A comment that answers for me, with certainty, what is important to me. All of this allows me to say with certainty, that I honour myself.

Until next week,

Devon

(Ps: I thought I clicked ‘publish’ yesterday, dare I say, I was certain I did ~ see what I did there? I guess I just sent this out to you in my mind 😂 ~ it was all ready to go! Xo)